okay its 1 19 now
not tired
listening to jls the club is alive
i LOVE them
marvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay so
ummmm talking to sofia who is in bloody france now......
I WANNA KILL HER!!!!!!!
so
im bored
i have no life
sofia made my day by her blog post
a french guy saying in a weird accent
"I FUCK YOU?"
hahahahahahahahaha
ill die
twitter is confusing
and u blog are as bad
facebook is the best
so
anyway
dreams keep tormenting me
now im in an airport and the same scenes repeated 3 times
god damn
im feeling weird now
a mixture of low emotions
i think im having depression
not done with skl work
im hungry
i wanna go shopping
argh
who cares
gonna continue talking to sofia
so bye bye!
who knows
my secret passion migh arise
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
in my white world with a cute guy
hi again my dead blog!!!
okay well so i decided... ill only blog whenever i feel a strong need to...
so yupes sry for the loooooooong update
so here goes, the reason why I'm blogging about this is because its not getting off my mind at the moment!!
okay well, i had a dream last night... the second of my 3 dreams that night after i woke up at 6 plus for idk what reason, such an ungodly time!!
okay so i was at serangoon, it was a house at one of those corners, those who r familiar with the place there should know...... i think near the play ground....
there was this house, it was white, 3 storeys, has those see through glass walls, a small grass patch near the driveway, open roofed, mainly it was white and certain walls were glass.....\
okay so i was in front of that house, i rang the doorbell, and a certain Caucasian guy came up and smiled dumbly at me, opened the steel plated door, gave me a big hug to which i returned, mouthed some words (all my dreams are mute so no sounds at all, gosh ill die with this kind of dreams) i guess he said hi..... so ill describe how he looks like.... tall, about half a head taller than me, really nice silvery blue eyes that looks like melted liquid which makes you just melt looking at it*dreamy*, leanly muscular, really handsome sharp features, his muscles were really defined under the sun, a little lighter than the surfer boy kind of tan. wearing that hooded sleeveless kind of shirt*it was white btw, not that i rmber* and his pants were brown, light brown? tannish brown? cant rmber and with slippers.... his hair.... i rmber it to be near platinum blond from afar but when closer it was gold,brown with highlights in his hair?maybe because it shined in the sun.... he looked real for a second.... really nice full pinkish red lips..... NOT THAT I RMBER!!!
okay so when i entered his house, in front was steps, everything was white..... and the side were shoe racks, walking up the steps with him still grabbing on to my left wrist.... on my right was open glass walls, a black grand piano, on my left a living area, white L shaped sofa, white coffee table with white lilies in a white vase, a plasma tv, the tv was off, a man sitting there, with black glasses reading the papers, it showed that he was more or less like a Caucasian business man who was not working on a weekend but spending time with his family sipping his black coffee in a white mug, i presume that was his father, almost as if he heard us he looked up at us, gave an assertive nod and went back to reading, *mind you, i hear no sounds* in front was a empty hall way until a lady came out of a somewhat i think of as a kitchen holding a tray of cookies and more coffee, and then looking at us and mouthed more words and smiling,and then he, still grabbing my wrist and pulling me at brisk walking speed down the hall way and up some stairs and that was where it stopped(blackout)*it always happens and it pisses me off*
ON TO PART 2 OF THE DREAM!!!!
so now we are walking on the road towards a shop i guess, he was on my left walking with me... in a different set of clothes but i cant rmber what he wore, and then on his left was another girl, i cant rmber how she looks like but i think she was my friend or something, we were walking talking and laughing....damn he had a really cute smile..... my dream is mute, rmber? and then blackout*yes i get pissed off too....
ON TO PART 3
so we are in a bakery, cafe guess, i was walking through a great crowd of people, i guess it was a really popular shop....
almost as if he were looking for me, his head was looking around, he sat near a open glass wall, everything was white, down to the furniture... i went over to where he was, a four seater table, i sat right across him, on the table was a menu, some spices in jars, a white roses in a white vase, a 10 by 10 blueberry cheese cake, it had layers of blueberry jam in the cheesecake and had 2 small blue berry on top of it, and beside it was some strawberry cake, i cant make up a name for it because i have never seen such a cake before..... and then blackout and i woke up...... yupes this is the dream that I'm troubled over......
i told my mum about it and she told me.... i think maybe is your boyfriend.... and i just stared at her and then we went on to talking about which country's men were the best and which were the worst, and then to my sisters.....
i think this is in the future.... since you know...... nothing is like the present.....
this guy will leave a great imprintment on in my memories like the other guys in other dreams but this is my first time having an all white almost whitish kind of dream.....
i searched for white and this is what came up
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.White is commonly associated with purity and perfection. It symbolizes a hope for these qualities and when combined with other colors can add a refinement to their characteristics. Stark white can indicate rigidity, but a softer white is generally associated with the future and prophesy.
okay so in the house there were quite a number of lilies in vases around the house so,
To dream of a lily, denotes much chastisement through illness and death. To see lilies growing with their rich foliage, denotes early marriage to the young and subsequent separation through death.
i dint get it but whatever.....
so now on to white roses
White roses are usually associate with purity. The purity it symbolizes may be a spiritual purity; a return to a state of innocence.Purity, innocence, pure love, a new beginning, or making peace with someone (or the desire to do so).
so that's much it i guess......
its more purity kind of thing but i have my doubts......
well who knows...
i might meet that boy
okay well so i decided... ill only blog whenever i feel a strong need to...
so yupes sry for the loooooooong update
so here goes, the reason why I'm blogging about this is because its not getting off my mind at the moment!!
okay well, i had a dream last night... the second of my 3 dreams that night after i woke up at 6 plus for idk what reason, such an ungodly time!!
okay so i was at serangoon, it was a house at one of those corners, those who r familiar with the place there should know...... i think near the play ground....
there was this house, it was white, 3 storeys, has those see through glass walls, a small grass patch near the driveway, open roofed, mainly it was white and certain walls were glass.....\
okay so i was in front of that house, i rang the doorbell, and a certain Caucasian guy came up and smiled dumbly at me, opened the steel plated door, gave me a big hug to which i returned, mouthed some words (all my dreams are mute so no sounds at all, gosh ill die with this kind of dreams) i guess he said hi..... so ill describe how he looks like.... tall, about half a head taller than me, really nice silvery blue eyes that looks like melted liquid which makes you just melt looking at it*dreamy*, leanly muscular, really handsome sharp features, his muscles were really defined under the sun, a little lighter than the surfer boy kind of tan. wearing that hooded sleeveless kind of shirt*it was white btw, not that i rmber* and his pants were brown, light brown? tannish brown? cant rmber and with slippers.... his hair.... i rmber it to be near platinum blond from afar but when closer it was gold,brown with highlights in his hair?maybe because it shined in the sun.... he looked real for a second.... really nice full pinkish red lips..... NOT THAT I RMBER!!!
okay so when i entered his house, in front was steps, everything was white..... and the side were shoe racks, walking up the steps with him still grabbing on to my left wrist.... on my right was open glass walls, a black grand piano, on my left a living area, white L shaped sofa, white coffee table with white lilies in a white vase, a plasma tv, the tv was off, a man sitting there, with black glasses reading the papers, it showed that he was more or less like a Caucasian business man who was not working on a weekend but spending time with his family sipping his black coffee in a white mug, i presume that was his father, almost as if he heard us he looked up at us, gave an assertive nod and went back to reading, *mind you, i hear no sounds* in front was a empty hall way until a lady came out of a somewhat i think of as a kitchen holding a tray of cookies and more coffee, and then looking at us and mouthed more words and smiling,and then he, still grabbing my wrist and pulling me at brisk walking speed down the hall way and up some stairs and that was where it stopped(blackout)*it always happens and it pisses me off*
ON TO PART 2 OF THE DREAM!!!!
so now we are walking on the road towards a shop i guess, he was on my left walking with me... in a different set of clothes but i cant rmber what he wore, and then on his left was another girl, i cant rmber how she looks like but i think she was my friend or something, we were walking talking and laughing....damn he had a really cute smile..... my dream is mute, rmber? and then blackout*yes i get pissed off too....
ON TO PART 3
so we are in a bakery, cafe guess, i was walking through a great crowd of people, i guess it was a really popular shop....
almost as if he were looking for me, his head was looking around, he sat near a open glass wall, everything was white, down to the furniture... i went over to where he was, a four seater table, i sat right across him, on the table was a menu, some spices in jars, a white roses in a white vase, a 10 by 10 blueberry cheese cake, it had layers of blueberry jam in the cheesecake and had 2 small blue berry on top of it, and beside it was some strawberry cake, i cant make up a name for it because i have never seen such a cake before..... and then blackout and i woke up...... yupes this is the dream that I'm troubled over......
i told my mum about it and she told me.... i think maybe is your boyfriend.... and i just stared at her and then we went on to talking about which country's men were the best and which were the worst, and then to my sisters.....
i think this is in the future.... since you know...... nothing is like the present.....
this guy will leave a great imprintment on in my memories like the other guys in other dreams but this is my first time having an all white almost whitish kind of dream.....
i searched for white and this is what came up
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.White is commonly associated with purity and perfection. It symbolizes a hope for these qualities and when combined with other colors can add a refinement to their characteristics. Stark white can indicate rigidity, but a softer white is generally associated with the future and prophesy.
okay so in the house there were quite a number of lilies in vases around the house so,
To dream of a lily, denotes much chastisement through illness and death. To see lilies growing with their rich foliage, denotes early marriage to the young and subsequent separation through death.
i dint get it but whatever.....
so now on to white roses
White roses are usually associate with purity. The purity it symbolizes may be a spiritual purity; a return to a state of innocence.Purity, innocence, pure love, a new beginning, or making peace with someone (or the desire to do so).
so that's much it i guess......
its more purity kind of thing but i have my doubts......
well who knows...
i might meet that boy
Sunday, February 7, 2010
u were like the water and i the fire
hihi
havent seen u in a while
*hugs tight*
I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no i dont
okay
life is like bullshit to me now
so watever
doing drama journal now
sophia is a FAILURE for calling me a bad drama rep
wat can i do
i was lazy and drama journal suck
i cant believe my handwriting was so eligible
i read skills as skins
so it would have been wat skins did u use during the scene work on the 4 tensions?
and i was like wat the fuck did i write!?!?!?!?!?!?!
sry ah xin
couldnt help it when u dream such a stupid dream
was just wondering
wat is love?
seems so forbidden
sigh
just typing watever comes to mind at the moment
so stressed up
reading manga like no ones business
and kin kin rocks for introducing the bride of the water god to me
she rocks for that part so far
argh!!!!!
failure sophia stop asking me for my blog url
cant u see im typing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna go to eygpt some day
feeling god damn hungry
*tear*
want a hug now
like now now
mui!!!!!!!!
mui is so hot hot!!!!!
*jealous jj at the side*
awwwwww
dont be jealous
*hugs jj*
*smiling jj in the corner*
heheXD
u noe wat
im gonna stop all my blabbering
sophia now wants the url like a mad person
so
bb
love u!!!!!!!!
*drags jj away......into a dark dark closet*
DONT THINK DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
havent seen u in a while
*hugs tight*
I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no i dont
okay
life is like bullshit to me now
so watever
doing drama journal now
sophia is a FAILURE for calling me a bad drama rep
wat can i do
i was lazy and drama journal suck
i cant believe my handwriting was so eligible
i read skills as skins
so it would have been wat skins did u use during the scene work on the 4 tensions?
and i was like wat the fuck did i write!?!?!?!?!?!?!
sry ah xin
couldnt help it when u dream such a stupid dream
was just wondering
wat is love?
seems so forbidden
sigh
just typing watever comes to mind at the moment
so stressed up
reading manga like no ones business
and kin kin rocks for introducing the bride of the water god to me
she rocks for that part so far
argh!!!!!
failure sophia stop asking me for my blog url
cant u see im typing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna go to eygpt some day
feeling god damn hungry
*tear*
want a hug now
like now now
mui!!!!!!!!
mui is so hot hot!!!!!
*jealous jj at the side*
awwwwww
dont be jealous
*hugs jj*
*smiling jj in the corner*
heheXD
u noe wat
im gonna stop all my blabbering
sophia now wants the url like a mad person
so
bb
love u!!!!!!!!
*drags jj away......into a dark dark closet*
DONT THINK DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
the song you made was your sheild
hihi
sry
i havent updated much sry guys
okay
so i was bored
i dont care much
but
im sick
yes sick
stupid flu bug
but i think mentally
i have become even sicker
want to noe y?
first i dreamt of xinyi saying she was a virgin
and next
i dreamt of ppl trying to have sex with whales
just wat the fuck is wrong with me?
i have gone insane
maybe
wat i yearn for
is even more then wat i think it is
something no one would be able to understand
and when i say that
i dont mean sex okay ppl
get ure heads clean
okay
i dont noe how to say it
but i noe that**** is something hard to find
but who i want to fall for is not an ordinary mortal
i want more than that
yupes u may think im crazy and living in my own little world but watever
i dont care
someone that is not ordinary
someone that is just not human
someone who comes from another world and dimension
yes
i officially think ive gone insane
its like ive fallen into a hole of eternal darkness
waiting desperately for someone to save me and be my little glimmer of hope
okay now going back to y i really wanted to write this post
im gonna try and u noe change my blog i little so ive nothing left to say
so bye bye
sry
i havent updated much sry guys
okay
so i was bored
i dont care much
but
im sick
yes sick
stupid flu bug
but i think mentally
i have become even sicker
want to noe y?
first i dreamt of xinyi saying she was a virgin
and next
i dreamt of ppl trying to have sex with whales
just wat the fuck is wrong with me?
i have gone insane
maybe
wat i yearn for
is even more then wat i think it is
something no one would be able to understand
and when i say that
i dont mean sex okay ppl
get ure heads clean
okay
i dont noe how to say it
but i noe that**** is something hard to find
but who i want to fall for is not an ordinary mortal
i want more than that
yupes u may think im crazy and living in my own little world but watever
i dont care
someone that is not ordinary
someone that is just not human
someone who comes from another world and dimension
yes
i officially think ive gone insane
its like ive fallen into a hole of eternal darkness
waiting desperately for someone to save me and be my little glimmer of hope
okay now going back to y i really wanted to write this post
im gonna try and u noe change my blog i little so ive nothing left to say
so bye bye
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